HAPPY

A high-tempo 168 BPM beat built around a sharp, skittering hi-hat pattern with precise triplet bursts and rapid-fire snare fills that open lanes for fast, breathless flows, The kick hits tight and punchy, stacking double-kick accents to push momentum forward without ever muddying the low end, A gritty, detuned synth lead runs in the background with a rising-and-falling pulse, almost like a siren but warmer, adding tension without overwhelming the vocals, A deep, sliding 808 glues the rhythm together, moving in quick bends that mirror the pacing of the verse, Ambient vocal chops swirl lightly in the distance, chopped into stutters to match the beat’s speed without distracting from the bars, Occasional bass-drop moments create pockets where the rapper can snap into overdrive, The overall vibe feels urgent, modern, and cinematic—built for rapid delivery, breathless performance, and a hook that explodes when the beat opens up

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Chorus

I just wanna be happy…
But I’m scared of what that means.
It’s easier to fall apart
Than let myself feel anything.
Yeah, I just wanna be happy…
But I keep runnin’ from the spark.
Guess I got too comfortable in the dark.

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Verse 1

I been runnin’ from the sunlight,
Actin’ like I don’t want life.
Every time I feel a good thing comin’,
I push back, tell it “don’t try.”
It’s messed up, I know that,
But peace feels like a cold trap.
Every time I try to trust myself,
My past pulls me right back.

I keep waitin’ on the downfall,
Even when there ain’t no downfall.
It’s like my mind’s convinced that happiness
Is somethin’ I ain’t allowed at all.
So I brace for storms that never hit,
Hold my breath ’til I feel sick.
Tell myself I’m just protectin’ me,
But deep down I know it’s fear I’m livin’ with.

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Bridge

I know I need to let go,
But letting go feels painful.
Every time I reach for hope,
It feels unstable.
But maybe healing’s not supposed to be easy,
Maybe I’m allowed to want things.
I ain’t gotta be the villain in my own story—
I just gotta breathe.

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Chorus

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Verse 2

I’ve been livin’ in survival,
Every blessing feels like a rival.
I don’t trust good things when they show up,
‘Cause good things never stayed long when I was little.
Maybe I’m scared I’ll ruin it,
Or maybe I think I’m unfit.
Sometimes I’d rather sit with what’s hurtin’
Than fight for something better than this.

I get close, then I shut down,
Tell myself “you should back out.”
It’s like my heart don’t know how to beat
When life ain’t filled with breakdowns.
I keep waitin’ for the catch to hit,
Some hidden flaw behind the bliss.
I swear the moment things start lookin’ up,
My mind rushes in sayin’, “you don’t deserve this.”

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Chorus

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Hey y'all, found this when I thought I lost it and remastered it and it came out even better than before. Hope y'all like it! Love y'all! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chorus I just wanna be happy… But I’m scared of what that means. It’s easier to fall apart Than let myself feel anything. Yeah, I just wanna be happy… But I keep runnin’ from the spark. Guess I got too comfortable in the dark. --- Verse 1 I been runnin’ from the sunlight, Actin’ like I don’t want life. Every time I feel a good thing comin’, I push back, tell it “don’t try.” It’s messed up, I know that, But peace feels like a cold trap. Every time I try to trust myself, My past pulls me right back. I keep waitin’ on the downfall, Even when there ain’t no downfall. It’s like my mind’s convinced that happiness Is somethin’ I ain’t allowed at all. So I brace for storms that never hit, Hold my breath ’til I feel sick. Tell myself I’m just protectin’ me, But deep down I know it’s fear I’m livin’ with. --- Bridge I know I need to let go, But letting go feels painful. Every time I reach for hope, It feels unstable. But maybe healing’s not supposed to be easy, Maybe I’m allowed to want things. I ain’t gotta be the villain in my own story— I just gotta breathe. --- Chorus I just wanna be happy… But I’m scared of what that means. It’s easier to fall apart Than let myself feel anything. Yeah, I just wanna be happy… But I keep runnin’ from the spark. Guess I got too comfortable in the dark. --- Verse 2 I’ve been livin’ in survival, Every blessing feels like a rival. I don’t trust good things when they show up, ‘Cause good things never stayed long when I was little. Maybe I’m scared I’ll ruin it, Or maybe I think I’m unfit. Sometimes I’d rather sit with what’s hurtin’ Than fight for something better than this. I get close, then I shut down, Tell myself “you should back out.” It’s like my heart don’t know how to beat When life ain’t filled with breakdowns. I keep waitin’ for the catch to hit, Some hidden flaw behind the bliss. I swear the moment things start lookin’ up, My mind rushes in sayin’, “you don’t deserve this.” --- Chorus I just wanna be happy… But I’m scared of what that means. It’s easier to fall apart Than let myself feel anything. Yeah, I just wanna be happy… But I keep runnin’ from the spark. Guess I got too comfortable in the dark.

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