[VERSE 1] I flex, I blaze, man, my grades are trash, I lost count how many threats I get in class. My teachers either scared or they pop off, My dad says, “What you sow, you’re gonna crop.” [CHORUS] I keep wonderin’ who I am — yeah, it haunts me, I keep runnin’ but from who? Man, it taunts me. No doubt, I’m fourteen, got that rebel mind, Don’t sleep! Mornings hit like a 9-to-5. [VERSE 2] Adult world? Man, that place is a freakshow, Teen life? Just hell — but way more raw. Barely any real ones with me in this jungle, My mom’s like, “You gotta play it smart, don’t fumble!” [CHORUS] Still lookin’ for where I fit — yeah, it haunts me, Still dreamin’ of a place to live — it exhausts me. No doubt, I’m fourteen, got that rebel mind, Don’t sleep! Mornings hit like a 9-to-5. [VERSE 3] Some nights I’m lit, got my brain on kush, It’s my chick — the only one I never shush. I want a real one, bad — a bombshell queen, (Pffffff) I get girls like me — lost in between. [INSTRUMENTAL – tambourine] [BRIDGE] Yesterday, the cops snatched my bro real fast, My mom’s breakin’ down — she’s stuck in the past. My dad does his thing, barely ever here, My mom just screams — my fam? Straight chaos, for real. [CHORUS] I wonder what I’m becoming — yeah, it haunts me, Not sure who’s truly mine anymore — it exhausts me. Wish it would all flip — someone lend a hand, Find a path elsewhere, maybe a friend who understands. [OUTRO] I think of my teacher — a kind dude, he said, “You spend too much time starin’ at the dread. At your age, man, life’s supposed to shine.” But I felt like a glitch — not of the design. He told me, “Nah, it’s just spring waking you.” I said, “Maybe… but I’m cracked straight through.” Like a tree that dies… in the middle of spring. I keep wonderin’ who I am… I keep wonderin’ who I’m runnin’ from…
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