I fear my mind It's so unpredictable and a portal to other dimensions That scares me out of senses Reason is weak and doesn't silence the demon of illogical thinking My heart is being devoured by the collector of souls I'm left between being an empty human shell and a living doll Emotions are my tormentors that force me to hide I slumber in my blue heaven I have known depression all my life My soul is like the moon that steadily grows dim over time Devoured by the outer darkness that paints the blue sky Blue sanity, I'm deep in sadness Blue sanity, I'm lucid, but wishing to escape Blue sanity, I'm too conscious of the cruel reality Blue sanity, the demons force me to drink bitter lemonade The toymaker is seeking me out He can feel my hollow life I'm a doll that is cursed to exist After losing all interest in living I wish to be broken, due to the injuries of my mind Nonsense, come and take me away To a place where I can find happiness Damnation, is all that is guaranteed From the darkness that coexists in my body I'm an angel; that is selfishly crying I'm a devil; that is hurting inside Kisses from the dragon of wrath Causes me, the blue siren, to sing as the malice is ignited in my spirit Blue sanity, all dreams are impossible Blue reality, I'm romanced by the bringer of negativity Blue sanity, I will never be happy Blue sanity, I'm destined for misery The temper of a dragon The heart of a sheep I'm left feeling oppressed and angry Blue heart, can't see the light Blue soul, is possessed by the dark The shadow kittens keep me company in my bad dreams I can't get rid of these feelings I'm the princess of abundance that is kept in a cage My blessing turns into the curse, due to the distorted mirror that reflects back my image Twisted girl, a dragon princess with a cute face Distorted girl, outwardly a maiden and inwardly a monster My world is completely blue due to the sorrow Blue sanity, blue sanity, blue sanity