Came back with a vengeance Cant stop Till I said this Bout time that I end this Can't stop Till my pen gets Blood red from revenge it's So sweet I can taste it Burden by burning my bridges Wondered if anyone witnessed Cause if anyone happened to see this They'll think that im stupid and hainis Im painting My brains till it's painless Letting me go till im Weightless Said I should change but it ain't this But I can't wait on a wait list Cause i'm beginning to hate this Im Existential On pad and pencil But in my mental I couldn't Let go Not sentimental But I had Momentos But like coke and mentos I rose to end those And said my end goals Don't align and I chose To let myself be alone I had to bleed And feel defeat To find my feet And feel complete I freed the fleet But felt a freak I begged to see The best of me But destiny Sat patiently And let me see The worst of things But I still believe Some dopamine Would be dope to me Didn't know relief But thought hopefully There's hope for me Cause I'm supposed to be The hope they seek All this to say I've seen the pain I been through hell In several ways I've known the hurt And been detained But I found my worth When I walked away When I walked the earth Only had my brain Knew I'd stay burned If I did not change So I took my hurt And I said okay To make this work I'll do what it takes Now I Stay fast In my lane Steadfast every day Step back till I say Come back in a day Combat anything Attack when I Bring It back in the ring Take aim then I swing till the bell ding dings Cause I remain the king So My will be done Till my kingdom come And It's said and done I’ll avenge the ones That have no one Impersonators Imperfect natures I surge with anger And search for anchors I know the questions Don't have the answers Through Introspection I found the cancers I made incisions To remove the patterns I made decisions Didn't think would matter But my intuition Showed me what mattered Finding autonomy Took quite a lot Me Like a lobotomy Can't let It bother me Might be an oddity Still a commodity Now I just wanna be Free My independence Ain't dependant On perspective Get defensive When I sense an Alternate directive Almost seems offensive Is this what they expected? Owning it When I Get Adamant I don't get Mad I get Confident Went for the Throat the esophagus Rose from the Dead my Sarcophagus said it before There's no Stopping this Not an optimist But I top the list When the option is Either picking me Or the alternative Came back with a vengeance Cant stop Till I said this Bout time that I end this Can't stop Till my pen gets Blood red from revenge it's So sweet I can taste it Came back with a vengeance Cant stop Till I said this Bout time that I end this Can't stop Till my pen gets Blood red from revenge it's So sweet I can taste it
