Just Breathing

[Verse 1] リスタートを放棄する朝 独り無音に引き籠りたい 無機質な車輪は 使い捨てのライフを擦り潰す 永遠に続く夜から抜け出せないでいる [Pre-Chorus 1] 誰かの"頑張れ"は 鼓膜を抜ける 義務と答えの羅列は聞き飽きた 自分で選んだ道だと 理屈では 分かっているのに ガラスの アイデンティティ 補修できないまま 崩れ落ちる [Chorus 1] 無色になりたいと願うほど 心が色を混ぜてしまう 濁った感情の海で 溺れていく 助けは来ない ここにいるのが限界で Just breathing takes everything. ああ、せめて今だけは これ以上求めないで I'm done. I'm done. I'm done with this. [Verse 2] 錆びついた笑顔と 罅割れた虚勢構え 見えない痛み忘れる薬携えて 頼りないスマホの光を灯して 終点のない螺旋階段を登っている [Pre-Chorus 2] 毎朝逃亡を夢見て 今日も一歩も踏み出せないまま終わってしまう この全てを デリートしてしまえば 楽になるだろうかと 虚ろな思考のなか 妄想して [Chorus 2] ただ、息がしたいだけなのに 心が色を混ぜてしまう 淀んだ感情の海で 藻掻くほどに落ちていき 身動きが取れなくなってく Just breathing takes everything. ああ、せめて今だけは 現実を忘れさせて I'm done. I'm done. I'm done with... [Bridge] 置き去りの感情だけが 終わらない独り舞台を演じる 探してもゴールは見つからない 目的地は不明なまま それでも地面を蹴るしかないだろう I know my color is this mud. [Chorus 3] 無色は諦めた だから 感情が混ざった この濁った海で息をする どこまでも沈んでも構わない 這い上がる場所を見つけるまでは Just breathing takes everything. ああ、せめて今だけは この濁流の底で泥に還らせて I'm done. I'm done with this. この色のまんま 呼吸できるようになるまで [English lyrics] [Verse 1] The morning I give up on restart I want to shut myself away in silence, alone The inorganic wheels Grind down this disposable life I can't escape this never-ending night [Pre-Chorus 1] Someone's "Hang in there" pierces through my eardrums I'm tired of the list of duties and right answers My head knows This is the result of my own choices My glass identity Crumbling without repair [Chorus 1] The more I wish to be colorless My heart mixes the paints Drowning in a muddy sea of emotions Just being here is my limit Just breathing takes everything. Ah, if only for now Don't ask any more of me I'm done. I'm done. I'm done with this. [Verse 2] With a rusty smile And a cracked pretense in place Carrying the medicine to forget invisible pain Lighting my way with the unreliable light of my phone I'm climbing a spiral staircase with no end [Pre-Chorus 2] Every morning I dream of escape And every day ends without taking a single step Wondering if it would be easier To just delete this entire existence I muse in this hollow state of thought [Chorus 2] Even though all I want is to breathe My heart keeps mixing the colors Sinking deeper into the stagnant sea of emotions The more I struggle, the more I sink Unable to move Just breathing takes everything. Ah, if only for now Let me forget reality I'm done. I'm done. I'm done with... [Bridge] Only the abandoned feelings Keep performing this never-ending solo act I search but the goal is nowhere to be found My destination remains unknown But I have no choice but to kick the ground and keep going I know my color is this mud. [Chorus 3] I've given up on being colorless, so I breathe in this muddy sea where emotions are mixed I don't mind sinking all the way down Until I find a place to climb out Just breathing takes everything. Ah, if only for now Let me return to the mud at the bottom of this torrent I'm done. I'm done with this. Until I can breathe, staying exactly this color