Mmmm-hmmmm, (Bando on the beat!) Yah-yah Mmmm-hmm Yah-yah Mmmm-hmm (Bando) Im Sending My apologies if I ever did you wrong Sorry I ain’t got it right, I’ve been off for way too long Swear I did the best I could to keep everybody fine Played it cool like it was nothin’, but I’m breaking in my mind In the middle of the chaos I was losing all control Never‑ending mess around me, it was swallowing my soul I was drowning in the pressure, I could barely catch my breath Had this weight up on my chest like I was living close to death (Bando) I was under so much stress I couldn’t fake a smile Felt like every one of my mistakes was put on trial I can own it, I’m imperfect, I’m not in denial But they never asked me once what’s going on inside I been battling my demons in the dark, on my knees Questioning my faith, asking God, “What’s wrong with me?” Something in me feeling shattered, like my spirit’s gonna bleed And my energy is low, but they just watch me as I sink People do you dirty, point a finger, throw the blame Talking like they know my story while they drag through my name Instead of reaching out and asking, “What you need, what’s going on?” They just judge me from a distance till I’m gone, till I’m gone Mistake after mistake, I kept falling out of line Every step I tried to take turned to pressure on my spine Bit my tongue a thousand times just to keep the peace alive But it’s hard to be the strong one when you’re barely getting by Sleepless nights, heavy thoughts, trying not to come undone Fighting shadows in my head before the rising of the sun I was breaking, I was aching, but I never let it show Smiled for everybody else while I was sinking down I was under so much stress I couldn’t fake a smile Felt like every one of my mistakes was put on trial I can own it, I’m imperfect, I’m not in denial But they never asked me once what’s going on inside coulda shoulda pushed your pride to the side, but you didn't bitch. Did u Brrrr-rrrrt! I been battling my demons in the dark, on my knees Questioning my faith, asking God, “What’s wrong with me?” Something in me feeling shattered, like my spirit’s gonna bleed And my energy is low, but they just watch me as I sink Bllllll-rrrrrt! People do you dirty, point a finger, throw the blame Talking like they know my story while they drag through my name Instead of reaching out and asking, “What you need, what’s going on?” They just judge me from a distance till I’m gone, till I’m gone Lord knows that I ain’t lying, it’s written on my face You can see the storm inside me, I been running out of grace I was screaming without sound, no one really heard a word They were busy throwing stones instead of hearing how it hurt If I hurt you in the crossfire of the battles in my head Know I never meant to cut you with the things I never said I’ve been trying to find forgiveness for myself and all my scars Trying to turn this broken heart into a billion burning stars Bando's not a villain, I’m a soul that’s barely holding on I’m not your rumor, I’m a story you ain’t never known If you took a second just to look behind these tired eyes Maybe you would see a human, not the rumor and the lies (Bando.7 ×2) Brrrr-rrrrt! Ive been battling my demons in the dark, on my knees Questioning my faith, asking God, “What’s wrong with me?” But I’m rising from the wreckage with what little strength I keep And I’m learning how to breathe again, to finally find my peace People still might do me dirty, still might try to drown my name But I won’t let all of their poison pull me back into that flame If you really wanna know me, ask me what is going on ‘Cause I’m done with all the judging—either see me or move on My apologies if I ever did you wrong on my way I was hurting, I was lost, I was stumbling through the pain I ain’t perfect, but I’m trying just to make my spirit strong If you’re really down to listen, you can ask me what’s wrong
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