I'm worried. I'm worried we are too different for my definition of romance or love which I would agree needs revising perhaps heavily to be more realistic, to be more kind and less tangled in bullshit I don't even believe in. But because I don't fulfill you I don't think I can be fulfilled and I don't know if it would help more or who it would help more to be a vitamin in your life instead of the whole meal But that's not how I should think of it, I know. I never thought I owned you but I can see where you might start to feel some type of way - afraid you'll miss out. Maybe all I ever wanted to be was to be enough good enough just being myself without having to prove it without having to earn it without working too hard and getting all uncomfortable for it Maybe that's where you come in. Maybe that's where the life is, the one I've been missing. Maybe... So now I can "improve" or remain. While there is value in both either choice must be made for myself though I cannot deny your influence. So let's redefine I am not worried I am mindful but neither seems like love to you does it? Are we just giving different names to the same things?
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