[Intro] [vocal percussion mimicking kick and snare enters] [rhythmic breathing and bass vocal hums] Ba-da-ba-da-ba-pam-pam Ba-da-ba-da-ba-pam-pam Ba-da-ba-da-ba-pam-pa-ra-pa-pa-dum-dum-ba-da-da [Verse 1] [lead baritone vocals enter] Try to make myself Try to make myself better But don't you know I'm a big regretter I don't know what I'm doing today [vocalized bridge: dum-dum-da-da-dum-dum] I woke up so early today Trying to stay up all day I don't know why I got up so [vocal slide] But I'm gonna have to stay [Verse 2] Before asking questions of how, who I am I don't even know man I'm still questioning, I don't know any better than you do I'm still just trying to put things through I don't know any better than you do and Trying to put things through [Bridge] [vocal percussion continues, bass vocal deepens] I don't know what I'm doing and I don't know where I'm going but I I don't know where I'm gonna be tomorrow But maybe it's better if I know where I am What I'm doing and how I can see into your eyes so clear And wondering why I have no fear My little one I know I can't get anything to flow Trying to make everything go So don't you know [vocalized interlude: mmm-mmm-mmm] [Verse 3] I don't know what I've been told But using the same words might be getting kind of old I told you I live on repeat And I told you I'd be complete I told you I don't know who I am And that's what I've been trying to tell you man I don't know who I am I don't know where I've been That's what I'm trying to tell you man I think I'm dreaming I don't know, I don't understand Why everything I'm seeing just seems so out of hand Maybe it's the blood flow that didn't really go Now I'm not so sure man, now the words just flow [vocalized outro: sha-da-da-da-mmm] [Verse 4] Another day is brewing, I like to think right now But the sad reminder of knowing without knowing anyhow But the day has already been running for six or seven hours I've been sitting there and thinking I was growing flowers I don't know what to tell you anymore Five minutes could be an hour when you can't even make it to the door [vocalized harmonies: mmm-mmm-mmm] [Outro] I've lived so many lifetimes but still only this one But in this very lifetime I've died so many times my son And I keep having to come back because I avoid who I am Can't go on living unless I am true friend So if you hear my calling, you were meant to be Here with me forever in Carcosa for eternity You never noticed that you had heard the call A long, long time ago when we didn't know at all Be safe my friend on your journey and know that you're a piece The yellow sign is a play my friend and we all are the beast
