Hello Everyone, Time for a "Break" to find my true sound. Going all over the place is not working for me. i'm going to take a Month to find where i want all this to go. maybe longer. I'm still going to be here just not worried about growing numbers and getting my counts up. I want to start a Youtube and update my models and maybe work on publishing my music. Tag me if you want me to see something and i show sneak peaks to close friends. I love you all and i will miss you all dearly.... VII Ps. You can always hit me on my insta if you wanna talk <3 What's wrong with me? Why did I do that? ... *soft whispers* [Verse 1] I stand on the edge of my feelings Asking more, do I deserve this? I want this part to be about what's right But I keep questioning if I have any light I see you standing by my side I can't pretend I don't see you I see the skies, I feel nothing Waiting all this time... My love is nothing [Pre-Chorus] I stand on the edge of my feelings Asking more... Do I deserve this? [Chorus] Feeling this day to day in my head Waiting on my growing light I want you to stand by my side But can you forgive me? I need you here I need you near But I'm the monster I most fear Nothing left... Nothing left to give... Do I even deserve to live? [Verse 2] But I hear this voice Telling me I can be better Telling me I can grow I don't need to be alone That I too deserve love [soft, distant, friendly] "...you can do better..." "...you don't have to become this..." "...please..." [Pre-Chorus] I stand on the edge of my feelings Asking more... Do I deserve this? [Chorus] Feeling this day to day in my head Waiting on my growing light I want you to stand by my side But can you forgive me? I need you here I need you near But I'm the monster I most fear Nothing left... Nothing left to give... Do I even deserve to live? [Bridge] Can I be better? Will they forgive me? Or is this truly... What I want? [Interlude – Corrupted Whispers Only, mothering] "...it's okay..." "...they'll never understand..." "...you're finally seeing clearly..." "...this is love..." "...this is mercy..." "...bring order..." "...everything will be quiet..." "...don't fight it..." [Verse 3] I am me. There is nothing left to forgive. No more doubt. No more need to hide. This is the only path That ever made sense. I'll bring order to the world. I'll fix what no one else could. Even if I lose Everything I was. [Final Chorus] Feeling this day to day in my head Waiting on my growing light I don't need forgiveness anymore I'll stand alone And fight this war Nothing left... Nothing left to give... [Outro] I am me. There is nothing left... to forgive.
