If I live If I die If I try my best Will I get What I need Will I stay depressed But I spent my life Looking for the end Now that I survived I dont wanna end up dead I was told It was wrong I cant think this way But I live just to Die That won't change Now Break The cycle Set me free Take My trauma Let me breathe Cant be killed If I die myself Cant be real I dont feel Myself So Break The cycle Set me free Take My trauma Let me breathe Am I in a simulation Am I who I say? Tell me whats the destination Whats the point of every day? On the plus side I dont wanna die anymore On the down side I dont wanna try anymore Cant see past the surface Cant find purpose to the pain Why am I still running No one wins the race No gold medals only mental Chains cause when The end comes No one is safe Break The cycle Set me free Take My trauma Let me breathe Cant be killed If I die myself Cant be real I dont feel Myself So Break The cycle Set me free Take My trauma Let me breathe Time Is the enemy Dying is my destiny So I Let it bury me Six feet deep And two foot wide Cause when it comes We won't survive So Break The cycle Set me free Take My trauma Let me breathe Cant be killed If I die myself Cant be real I dont feel Myself So Break The cycle Set me free Take My trauma Let me breathe Im numb To the world And the fight I hate Every word That I write I cant see past my own eyes Or at least I try Not to. Think I lost my mind Or at least I Want to Break The cycle Set me free Take My trauma Let me breathe Cant be killed If I die myself Cant be real I dont feel Myself So Break The cycle Set me free Take My trauma Let me breathe
