Working on myself this time, maybe I’ll get it right without falling back, without making a home out of everything that hurt me. Was any of it worth it all this distance, all the time we’ve spent afraid? I feel like I’m losing what I never even had. I want you to love me! I want you to trust me! But I won’t pull you closer than you’re ready to be. I want you to love me! I want you to trust me! But I won’t make you promise anything you don’t mean. (I want you to love me!) (I want you to trust me!) Learning how to take my time, maybe that’s what this needs without overthinking, without turning your silence into proof that you don’t want me. Would any of it matter if I rushed this, if I made you choose too soon? I feel like I’m waiting for something we already have. I want you to love me! I want you to trust me! But I won’t pull you closer than you’re ready to be. I want you to love me! I want you to trust me! But I won’t make you promise anything you don’t mean. (I want you to love me!) (I want you to trust me!) I know I’m not ready. I know this isn’t the right time. I know... I know but I know it’s you. I don’t want to lose you because we found each other too soon. I want you to be my world, but I don’t want to make you carry mine. I want to see you smile. I want you happy beside me. I don’t need you to wait for me... I just hope you’re still there when I’m ready. I want you to love me! I want you to trust me! But I won’t pull you closer than you’re ready to be. I want you to love me! I want you to trust me! I know I’m not ready but I know it’s you. I don’t need you to wait for me... I just don’t want to lose you.
