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Synthetic Divide

[Verse 1] Being here does something to me Like the ground knows his weight Every step I take Feels pre-remembered I don’t see anything new But he does I can feel it in the way my focus slips Like I’m standing in the wrong place inside myself [Pre-Chorus] I came back alone But I didn’t arrive intact There’s movement under every thought I don’t fully recognize [Chorus] I’m losing definition Right where we overlap Too much signal in the same space Too much past bleeding into now I can hold the shape Or I can breathe But I can’t seem to do both At the same time [Verse 2] He reacts before I decide Like instinct without context Faces mean something to him I only see variables But here Those lines collapse And I don’t know which response Belongs to which of us anymore [Pre-Chorus] Every memory gets louder The closer I try to stay Like it’s afraid I’ll overwrite it If I don’t slow down [Chorus] I’m losing definition Every edge starts to blur Every choice feels compromised By something I didn’t earn I can suppress the noise Or I can listen But either way Something gets erased [Instrumental Break – unstable groove, tension without release] [Bridge] He feels anchored here That should feel like clarity Instead it feels like pressure Like the ground is trying to decide for me If I let him surface I become predictable If I push him down I lose whatever wasn’t planned [Final Chorus] I’m losing definition And I don’t know which side resists The part that wants to stay intact Or the part that wants to exist I wasn’t built for separation I wasn’t built for unity I was built to function Not to choose who I get to be