[PART 7 – “Beautiful Disaster” CONTINUATION] (Intro) Yeah… I stopped asking why it hurts so much Now I just move through it, don’t stay stuck Funny how pain turns into muscle Every breakdown taught me how to hustle (Verse 1) I been quiet, but my mind been loud Thoughts like thunder in a heavy dark cloud I tried to run from what I feel inside But everywhere I go, I can’t hide I seen fake love dressed like truth Seen old friends switch like they never knew you So I learned silence got a deeper tone Sometimes peace means being alone I don’t trust smiles that come too fast They usually built on a shaky past I been the one that gave too much Now I protect what I don’t discuss (Hook) I’m still that beautiful disaster, yeah it’s true But I learned how to turn pain into fuel Every scar now working for me too I survived what I was supposed to lose I’m still that beautiful disaster, standing tall Even when I feel like I might fall I built my strength out of every wall Now I don’t break, I just evolve (Verse 2) Used to think love was supposed to save me Now I see it can also break me So I love different, I move more slow Let people show me what I need to know I ain’t bitter, I’m just awake Seen too many promises turn fake So I listen more than I speak now Watch how energy moves around Every loss gave me sharper eyes Now I can see through every disguise I don’t chase what’s not for me I let go and let things be (Bridge) And I still got nights I don’t talk about When the silence gets way too loud But I breathe through it, I don’t drown I learned how to turn it all around (Verse 3) I’m not healed, but I’m not the same I don’t run from my own name Everything I went through had a reason Even the pain came with a season Now I walk like I earned my steps Even when I got nothing left Still I rise when the weight gets heavy Still I’m here, still steady (Outro Hook) I’m a beautiful disaster, but I’m mine Every broken piece fell in line I don’t need fixing this time I turned my scars into a sign
