My Whole Alphabet

shattering male vocals, country-rap-rock, electric guitar, bass guitar, drums

Yeah, I try to hold it all back,
All the kisses, all the cuddles, for as long as I can.
But sometimes, yeah, I break.
Then I start to kiss, start to cuddle, be annoying too.
Yeah, I know it. It's true.
But I can't help myself.

[Chorus]
Yeah, lately I'm not interested in more anymore.
Maybe it's because I've given up expecting more than just some cuddles and kisses.
Maybe it's because I'm broken, maybe something's wrong in my head.
Yeah, I got demons that I'm fighting every single day.
But you're all that I crave, all your cuddles, all your kisses, sometimes more.

[Verse 2]
Yeah, but I'm trying to focus, trying to keep it all inside, to lock it down.
Yeah, I don't want to be too much.
I don't want to be too loud in loving you.
I want to love you at your own pace.
But it's not always that easy when you're all that I crave.

Yeah, I know I fuck things up.
I make you mad, make you cry.
Yeah, sometimes you're done with all my bullshit in some timelines.
Yeah, I know that too.
But I'm trying to be better, better than I was, better than I used to be, better than the man you fell in love with.

[Verse 3]
But lately I miss the way we used to kiss,
The way we used to cuddle, the way you laid in my arms.
Yeah, I know. I lost a lot of weight.
Now my chest is hard to rest your head on.
I understand that it isn't comfortable anymore.
But all I want is to cuddle you, kiss you all the time.

[Bridge]
Yeah, it's hard to hold back and to respect that line.
But I'm trying. I'm fighting.
Yeah, I'm doing what I can.
I'm trying to make you happy the best I can.
Even when I fuck things up, say wrong things.
Yeah, I keep trying.

Yeah, I shaved my beard hoping you would give me big kisses.
But I respect it when you don't want to give them to me.
But never forget that whatever happens between us,
I will always love you no matter what.

[Chorus]
I will always keep trying, always keep fighting,
Always try to be better, better than I was, better than I used to be,
Better than the man you fell in love with, the man you wanted me to be.

But sometimes it feels like I'm not good enough.
Sometimes it feels like you deserve better than me.
Because, yeah, I know it's true.
I'm not the best for you, but I'm trying.
And I hope that counts for something.

[Verse 4]
Almost seven years together, and you're still all that I crave.
I never look at another woman, don't text another woman, except some friends.
But that's it.
I don't look around for a backup plan.

[Outro]
Because you're my Plan A, Plan B, Plan C.
You're my whole alphabet.
Because you're all I want, all I need.
You're the only one that I crave every single day, every single night.
Yeah, you're my heart, you're my rave.

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[Verse 1] Yeah, I don't know what's going on with me. I got a war in my head, demons fighting over my soul. Yeah, you're all that I crave, your kisses, your cuddles. Yeah, sometimes more. But I know you ain't like that. You ain't like me. But that's all fine. Because I respect that line. Yeah, I try to hold it all back, All the kisses, all the cuddles, for as long as I can. But sometimes, yeah, I break. Then I start to kiss, start to cuddle, be annoying too. Yeah, I know it. It's true. But I can't help myself. [Chorus] Yeah, lately I'm not interested in more anymore. Maybe it's because I've given up expecting more than just some cuddles and kisses. Maybe it's because I'm broken, maybe something's wrong in my head. Yeah, I got demons that I'm fighting every single day. But you're all that I crave, all your cuddles, all your kisses, sometimes more. [Verse 2] Yeah, but I'm trying to focus, trying to keep it all inside, to lock it down. Yeah, I don't want to be too much. I don't want to be too loud in loving you. I want to love you at your own pace. But it's not always that easy when you're all that I crave. Yeah, I know I fuck things up. I make you mad, make you cry. Yeah, sometimes you're done with all my bullshit in some timelines. Yeah, I know that too. But I'm trying to be better, better than I was, better than I used to be, better than the man you fell in love with. [Verse 3] But lately I miss the way we used to kiss, The way we used to cuddle, the way you laid in my arms. Yeah, I know. I lost a lot of weight. Now my chest is hard to rest your head on. I understand that it isn't comfortable anymore. But all I want is to cuddle you, kiss you all the time. [Bridge] Yeah, it's hard to hold back and to respect that line. But I'm trying. I'm fighting. Yeah, I'm doing what I can. I'm trying to make you happy the best I can. Even when I fuck things up, say wrong things. Yeah, I keep trying. Yeah, I shaved my beard hoping you would give me big kisses. But I respect it when you don't want to give them to me. But never forget that whatever happens between us, I will always love you no matter what. [Chorus] I will always keep trying, always keep fighting, Always try to be better, better than I was, better than I used to be, Better than the man you fell in love with, the man you wanted me to be. But sometimes it feels like I'm not good enough. Sometimes it feels like you deserve better than me. Because, yeah, I know it's true. I'm not the best for you, but I'm trying. And I hope that counts for something. [Verse 4] Almost seven years together, and you're still all that I crave. I never look at another woman, don't text another woman, except some friends. But that's it. I don't look around for a backup plan. [Outro] Because you're my Plan A, Plan B, Plan C. You're my whole alphabet. Because you're all I want, all I need. You're the only one that I crave every single day, every single night. Yeah, you're my heart, you're my rave.

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