Think You Want Me (To Disappear)

I get it.... I get it.... I really do.... I really wish I didn't.... It's becoming real... Wishing I was lying... It's like being dead . . . I don't know how to react. . . It's definitely a bad time. . . ... There will be no more... I've crossed every line... I don't think I'll hate you.... Like your starting too... I truly Think You Want... Me To Disappear.... Either vanish completely.... Come back unattached... Moved on... Yet I'm not sure how..... How... How.... .... All my scars... Scars you healed.... About to reopen.... So I will not feel a thing... Hope.... Hoping to cause me pain.... Rip off every goddamn bandaid... Just to make sure,.... The attachment dies .. Regardless.... Fucking Regardless.... If it ruins us.... Us.... Us... It's being forced away.... ... There will be no more... I've crossed every Fucking line... (my condolences) I don't think I'll hate you.... (You're begging me too) Like your starting too... I truly Think You Want... Me To Disappear....(Never return) Either vanish completely.... Come back unattached... Moved on... Yet I'm not sure how..... How... How.... Awaken the lost inside... It's the casualty... Of whatever..... whatever..... whatever....The fuck...this is.... .... I don't get it .. I understand it... I don't agree with this .......... Shit....... Won't be bitter... I won't regret my emotions... (Like you're doing) But if you want me.... Gone.... Gone.... Gone... I'll make it fucking..... So Be aware... I won't return to who I've been, to you... If you ever recall me... He's dead as of now.... .. There will be no more... I've crossed every Single Fucking line... (my condolences) I don't think I'll hate you.... (You're begging me too) Like your starting too... I truly Think You Want... Me To Disappear....(Never return) Either vanish completely.... Come back unattached... Moved on... Yet I'm not sure how..... How... How.... Awaken the lost inside... It's the casualty... Of whatever..... whatever..... whatever....The fuck...this is.... .... my condolences.... my condolences..... You're begging me to.... You're begging me to.... Never return.... To whatever..... whatever..... whatever....The fuck...this is....