These visions keep throwing me off balance There are too many for my mind to process We keep climbing these endless stairs Then somewhere through a speaker I hear my own voice Repeating every thought at full volume Someone's using my voice saying everything I hide Someone's living in my head learning how to sound from inside Every word I never said comes back amplified And for the first time I don't know which voice should decide The transmission changes frequency Now it's speaking from another room It knows memories I've never shared It knows the questions I still refuse to answer Ehva looks at me And once again my own voice cuts through the building Someone's using my voice saying everything I hide Someone's living in my head learning how to sound from inside Every word I never said comes back amplified And the longer that I listen the less of me survives I know that isn't me I know that isn't me So... why does it sound like it's suffering? I'm not opening that door No matter how many times you call me by my name No matter if you cry No matter if you scream No matter if you know every fucking thing I'm ashamed of Because if you really are me... THEN YOU ALREADY KNOW— I WOULDN'T TRUST ME EITHER! "Open the door." No.
