I know I said I wouldn't ask why but the questions are there all of the time. why do we do the things we do when we both know we've so much to lose? you've got your commitments and so do I so why do I want you all of the time? I feel so relaxed in your company and I know you feel the same as me. I know we realise we're playing with fire so why can't I fight this burning desire? you're like a habit I just cannot break. why the risk when do much is at stake? so many questions but the answers aren't there but I can give up this connection we share. we're comfortable together it's been so all along. why should something so good be so wrong? so for now we'll continue our love affair when you need comfort I will be there. let's forget the questions we can't understand abd enjoy what we have for as long as we can