Story From whom I was to where I be go should you be your fear, your love, your guidance. Doctor D Has seen and experienced many just repeat patterns he is not a doctor but can visually see others create patterns before they even exist. Are you a pattern or are you creator? Intro It starts with my grandparents to those whom fucked them over? Remember I will hand you the aces the eights with my mental strength and traumas pleasure Verse 1 I don’t walk alone but I walk around Knowing i may be lost but a wind gust Is my guide as the sky is the direction I’m not the crumble beneath your feet But your wars make others wanna defeat Verse 2 Glass eyes shallow minds once were vibrant now a dying mortal to where I wanna go is not by choice just by your decisions and desires Verse 3 I watched the years move through my family Moments becoming lessons I could not ignore Some people carry burdens handed to them While others keep creating more I learned that suffering has witnesses Not everyone bleeding carries the wound Sometimes the deepest hurt comes from watching Someone you love leave too soon Chorus To where I wanna go Past what I’ve seen Past what I’ve known To where I wanna go Carrying memories Carrying lessons Carrying those who came before From whom I was To where I wanna go Verse 4 A hospital chair becomes familiar A waiting room becomes a second home You hear words nobody wants to hear Yet somehow keep moving on Watching illness take its toll Watching strength slowly disappear Trying to remain steady for everyone While carrying your own fears Bridge My grandfather fought through pain My grandmother slowly drifted away My mother carried responsibilities Most people never see And standing there You realize life can change everything Not through chance But through decisions Through actions Through consequences Final Chorus To where I wanna go I carry every lesson forward To where I wanna go I carry every memory forward The good The bad The victories The traumas They all helped build the road Outro Doctor D keeps asking Are you a pattern Or are you creator From whom I was To where I wanna go
