think about terrible me (Mashup)

[intro – whispered, filtered] yeah..., yeah..., say it in your head again..., i already heard it. i’m so terrible. [verse 1] woke up in the dark again, mirror shows me where i’ve been. razor tongue and empty heart, tear the world, i tear apart, yeah, i’m gonna tear this world apart. you talk in code when i cross the floor, side eye sharp like a loaded score. lips stay tight but your pulse gives in, every secret screaming through your skin. [pre-chorus] lost in the ruin, where’s the end, no solace, no amends. you try so hard to keep control, but every second takes its toll. your silence is the loudest sign, i read you out in real time. ah, ah, ah. [chorus – switch-up] terrible me, can you see. i know what you think about me, yeah, i feel it when you doubt me. terrible me, can’t be free. i know what you think about me, every stare trying to scout me. yeah, i know. can’t rescue terrible me. [verse 2] walking down this cursed road, wicked seeds i’ve always sowed. cold smile, every word’s a lie, watch the saints as they pass by, you move real stiff when i take control, every step pulls at your composure. you wanna look but you lock your jaw, feel the danger, take it raw. [pre-chorus – call & response] wrapped in the guilt, can’t repent, on this path, hell bent. you clench your teeth till they almost break, while your whole frame just vibrates. [drop chorus] terrible me, can you see. i know what you think about me, yeah, i feel it when you doubt me. terrible me, can’t be free. i know what you think about me, every stare trying to scout me. yeah, i know, yeah, i know. can’t rescue terrible me. [= short musical flair] [bridge – layered] spin this web of hate and greed, feed the beast that lives in need. every tear i brush away, lost within this endless maze. woah, oh, oh, oh. you don’t hate me, you just can’t ignore me. you don’t judge me, you just want what’s for me. every rumor, every stare you send, just pulls you closer in the end. chaos flares in every scene, wretched soul so mean, so mean. ah, ah, ah. [final chorus – mash] terrible me, can you see. i know what you think about me, i can hear it in your heartbeat. terrible me, can’t be free. i know what you think about me, every move just calls to me. i’m lost in this misery, no one can rescue me. i know what you think about me, terrible me, yeah, i know, yeah, i know. whoa, oh, oh, oh. [outro] i know what you think about me. terrible me, whoo, oh, oh, yeah, i know, yeah, i know. terrible me, terrible me.