*[Verse 1 - whispered, hypnotic beat]* All this stress, look at this mess Look at my head, I'm better off dead Lying awake while she's asleep Mare's coming for me, crawling so deep Three AM and I can't breathe Something heavy on top of me Whispering lies I can't ignore Been through this a thousand times before *[Pre-Chorus - building suffocation]* Can't move, can't scream, can't fight Paralyzed in the dead of night Same demon every single time Living rent-free inside my mind *[Hook - hypnotic, crushing]* I go insane, I go insane In my brain every day, I go insane Leave me alone tonight I'm good on my own tonight But the nightmare finds me anyway Sitting on my chest again Telling me this is the end I go insane, I go insane Mare won't let me sleep away the pain *[Verse 2 - darker, more desperate]* Jackie's breathing next to me But I'm drowning in this misery Mare whispers "you're poison, see? She'd be better if you'd just leave" Clinical depression got a face Visits me in this sacred space Where love should keep the demons out But it follows me without a doubt *[Pre-Chorus 2 - more frantic]* Can't wake her up, can't make a sound While this nightmare pins me down Every night it's just the same Playing this unholy game *[Hook]* I go insane, I go insane In my brain every day, I go insane Leave me alone tonight I'm good on my own tonight But the nightmare finds me anyway Sitting on my chest again Telling me this is the end I go insane, I go insane Mare won't let me sleep away the pain *[Bridge - atmospheric breakdown, sleep paralysis]* *[Whispered over heavy, suffocating instrumentation]* Can't move my arms, can't move my legs Mare's got me begging, got me on my knees Shadows dancing on the wall Telling me I'm gonna fall *[Building intensity]* Every single fucking night Same demon, same fight Chemical imbalance in my head But it feels like I'm already dead *[Screamed section - breaking through paralysis]* GET OFF MY CHEST! LET ME REST! I'M SO TIRED OF THIS TEST! NIGHTMARE! NIGHTMARE! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE! *[Verse 3 - exhausted acceptance]* All this stress, look at this mess Look at my head, I'm better off dead But I'm still here, still trying to breathe While the Mare feeds on my need Medication by the bed Trying to quiet what's in my head But some demons learned to swim In the chemicals within *[Pre-Chorus 3 - weary]* This is my reality Fighting just to be free From the weight upon my chest Never getting any rest *[Final Hook - layered, building to climax]* I go insane, I go insane In my brain every day, I go insane Leave me alone tonight I'm good on my own tonight But the nightmare finds me anyway Sitting on my chest again Telling me this is the end I go insane, I go insane Mare won't let me sleep away the pain *[Extended outro - fading into exhaustion]* All this stress, look at this mess All this stress, look at this mess I go insane, I go insane Every day, every night, it's all the same *[Whispered, fading]* Mare's coming for me Mare's coming for me I go insane... I go insane... In my brain... every day... *[Final silence - the weight of exhaustion]*
