Solace in my Fear

In the depths of despair Where darkness resides A melancholic melody Echoes through the night With the weight of the world Crushing my weary soul I embrace the sorrow As darkness takes its toll Lost in the maze Of my own haunted mind Searching for solace But solace is hard to find A symphony of sadness The music in my veins In this eternal solitude Where my torment remains Eternity's embrace Wrapped in a shroud of black A fragile heart that bleeds Never to turn back Melodic whispers of sorrow Echoing in my ear In this melancholic melody I find solace in my fear In my mind I'm drifting away To a place where I can play Colors brighter than the sun With a melody that's just begun Lost in thoughts I start to dance Feeling freedom in every chance No worries No troubles Only bliss Living in a world like this Daydream Take me away Where the sky is blue every day Daydream Let me be free In a world where I can just be me Being pulled back in Heavy thoughts collide Am I worth the freedom That I'm desperate to find? Desperation takes hold Fear consuming me I need solace in my fear To set my spirit free In the depths of darkness I'll find a guiding light In the midst of chaos I'll find solace in my fear tonight In the depths of my mind I'm searching for clarity Embracing the duality that lives inside of me What do I need? What will I find? A journey to the future The unknown in my mind Lost in the chaos I yearn for some peace The battle within me It seems to never cease Seeking enlightenment To shed my inner weight Or forever drown in fear I'm at the edge I hesitate Oh Let the light shine down Guide me on my way Through the shadows of doubt Lead me to a brighter day I'm longing for answers For solace I implore In this search for truth I'll find what I'm looking for Happy with myself Feeling light See the future Soaring bright Days are golden Nights are dreams Life's a canvas Bursting seams Bright colours Paint my days In this moment I will stay Smiles are sunshine Clouds drift high Heart is open No more lies Bright colours Paint my days In this moment I will stay Every step Is a dance In these hues Life enchants