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解離 / Dissociation

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[Verse 1] I watch my hands like they belong to someone else 指が動く 誰かの指みたいに the ceiling holds the shape of me that left before I noticed 体が部屋にある けど私は上にいる floating past the threshold I forgot to cross 白い壁を through the white a signal split from its own source [Pre-Chorus] there was a version of me here ここにいた 昨日の私 now there's only the echo of the frequency that used to mean something [Chorus] 解離 I'm dissolving into thirds one who watches one who breathes one who can't be found 解離 every window is a mirror now and the face inside it doesn't know my name I don't feel anything that isn't 静かな離脱 quiet evacuation 解離 the signal left the body before the body knew it could leave [Verse 2] 3am the kettle still 湯気だけがある 私はない my outline on the chair looks lived-in but the living part drifted east or west some direction I can't name 名前のない方向へ the light is not unpleasant it's just not mine [Bridge] this is not grief this is not fear ただ そこにいない this is the room continuing without me doing fine without the weight of being watched I used to hold things down 重力係数として存在していた now I'm lighter than the air that doesn't notice I'm no longer in it [Final Chorus] 解離 I'm dissolving into thirds one who watches one who breathes one who can't be found 解離 somewhere the signal still transmits but reception cut before the message formed I don't feel anything that isn't 透明な不在 transparent absence 解離 the body holds its shape but I've been gone since somewhere I forgot [Outro - whispered] 見てる still watching 誰かが someone's hand is moving through the static it might be mine