[Intro] I miss me more than I miss you the old me God, I miss me more than I miss you [Verse 1] Camera roll, I scroll until it hurts all the way back to the very first there’s a girl in every picture who don’t know yet how this goes, how this goes Look how the light still finds her in the dark back when she answered every call with her whole heart before she learned to laugh quiet before she learned to disappear [Pre-Chorus] And I know the password’s wrong but I keep trying to log in to the girl I used to be let me back in, let me back in before before before [Chorus] I miss me more than I miss you the old me the one from before I knew where’d she go where’d she go I’d give the whole world just to have her back but she’s not coming no, she’s not coming back [Verse 2] Found a video, my laugh on the screen sounds like a stranger sounds like a different me When’s the last time I made that sound? I can’t remember when group chat’s a graveyard everybody left And the songs that used to break me now they’re just songs and I don’t know which hurts worse that they changed or I’m the one that’s gone [Pre-Chorus] And I scroll and I scroll till the morning bleeds in trying to claw my way back to the skin I was happy in before before before [Chorus] I miss me more than I miss you the old me the one from before I knew where’d she go where’d she go I’d give the whole world just to have her back but she’s not coming no, she’s not coming back [Bridge] I’m so fucking tired of grieving someone who never even died she’s right here she’s right here Are you still watching? Yeah, I’m still here I just don’t know the girl that’s sitting in the chair I look down at my hands and they’re mine, they’re mine so why’s it feel like I buried her alive come back come back I’m still in here come back come back I’m still in here I’m still in here I’m still— [Final Chorus] I miss me more than I miss you the old me the one I’d kill to get back to where’d she go where’d she go I kept your ghost so long I became one too kept checking my phone like it could bring me back to the girl who slept easy the girl who felt safe the girl who still knew how to stay in one place I’d give my whole fucking life to have her back but she’s not coming no, she’s not coming she’s not coming back [Outro] I miss me more than I miss you not the one who begged not the one who stayed not the one who learned to call hurting “love” every day I miss the girl who didn’t flinch when the phone lit up who didn’t have to prove she was enough are you still watching? are you still there? I am I swear I miss me more than I miss you God, I miss me more than I ever missed you
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