Oh text feels like a burden Every question Dull and sharp Why am I the only person Even trying in the dark You say yes then you say no Flip a coin inside my skull Every promise half-remembered Every answer never full [Pre-Chorus] You laugh Then you vanish You swear Then you stall I’m stuck in this pattern Banging my head on the wall (hey!) [Chorus] My mind is like a circus Spinning out of control All the clowns are in a circle Throwing fire at my soul You pull me in You push me out Till I don’t know my own name My mind is like a circus And it’s driving me insane [Verse 2] Blue ticks feel like sirens Silent Screaming in my hand Every “seen” becomes a story I can’t ever understand I rewind our last three sentences Like a tape that’s come undone Reading meanings in the margins Till the letters start to run [Pre-Chorus] You type Then you vanish You swear Then you stall I’m stuck in this pattern Painting cracks on the wall (oh yeah) [Chorus] My mind is like a circus Spinning out of control All the clowns are in a circle Throwing fire at my soul You pull me in You push me out Till I don’t know my own name My mind is like a circus And it’s driving me insane [Bridge] I’m sure someday I’ll silence Every echo of your voice Kill the carousel inside me Cut the strings Reclaim my choice [Chorus] My mind is like a circus Spinning out of control All the clowns are in a circle Throwing fire at my soul You pull me in You push me out Till I don’t know my own name My mind is like a circus And it’s driving me insane (driving me insane
