I won't show Who I am I will use a smile And pretend Adapting to other's needs Using the blessing of invisibility The monster in me Will remain hidden Though tempted by the demon I'm only dreaming Of purity Hold my hand So I don't sink In the murkiness of my spirit Demonic doves, don't soar Demonic doves, face punishment Demonic doves, don't rest Demonic doves, lack a spirit The shades of honesty Bloom when I speak "I'm okay." Though I'm in pain "I love you." Though I dislike you Healing won't come Despair has a way of twisting the snow Until it becomes a lethal snowstorm I want to trust But toxic kisses Have left me feeling disappointed I, the maiden of the sun Get possessed by cloudiness Unable to bring light I weep outwardly Great dislike builds up For the tricks of life Lie, lie, lie Summon the pink spider That is the shadow of the butterfly There's no ending Only going in circles Demonic doves, don't go to heaven Demonic doves, are kissed by nihility Demonic doves, abandoned hope Demonic doves, become stardust The laughter of yesterday Twisted my heart I can't go to Dreamland Since I'm cursed with insomnia They won't like me If I reveal The broken side of me I only have dreams That will never be Demonic doves dance with pink impossibilities Can't be a villainess Can't be a heroine Just something in between I have night terrors I have lucid dreams This sweet toxic kiss Awaits the right dark light That turns me into a firefly In the darkness of human heart
