T.I.W.B.B.M. (Fell off the running wheel)

[Verse 1] Wake up with this weight crushing my chest Same four walls, peeling like my patience Phone screen glows, everyone looks perfect Can’t even fake this shit anymore [Pre-Chorus] Smile in the mirror like I’m not cracked inside Hold it together with a laugh, with a lie Every shallow breath feels like I’m about to flatline [Chorus] This what’s been bothering me I’m a loaded word I’ll never speak Silent wars raging between my teeth Chewing on the tongue that’s fucking killing me This is what’s been bothering me I’m a burned-out bulb that still believes If I finally come apart for the world to see Will anyone stay… Or just watch me bleed? [Verse 2] Another long drive, same dead radio station Cheap caffeine and recycled salvation They spit “man up” like that fixes a damn thing I clench my jaw till the bone starts to crack [Pre-Chorus] Crack jokes at the table so they never ask Switch the subject, repaint the mask Every fake laugh hits like a siren in the black [Chorus] This is what’s been bothering me I’m a loaded word I’ll never speak Silent wars raging between my teeth Chewing on the tongue that’s fucking killing me This is what’s been bothering me I’m a burned-out bulb that still believes If I finally come apart for the world to see Will anyone stay… Or just watch me bleed? [Bridge – shouted, aggressive build] I’m so fucking tired of hiding in plain sight! Wrapped in “I’m fine” every damn night What if I scream that I’m not alright? Would you turn and run… Or hold on tight? [Final Chorus – full throat, heavier] This is what’s been bothering me! I’m a loaded word I’ll never speak Silent wars tearing me apart beneath Chewing through the tongue that’s fucking killing me This is what’s been bothering me! I’m a burned-out bulb that still believes If I crack wide open, spill everything Will anyone stay… Or just watch me bleed? [Outro – half-time, low & menacing] Watch me bleed… Stay… or just fucking watch me bleed…