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The Kaleidoscope Caravan [feat. Fractal]

[Intro] I… I take it in trembling light Sugar ghost on a borrowed night It melts like a secret I shouldn’t know And suddenly I don’t feel alone [Verse 1] I press it down on my waiting tongue Nothing sings where the silence hung The room exhales and forgets my name And I let it, I let it, I allow the change The ceiling bends like it’s learning me Like it’s remembering what I used to be And every color starts to listen in Like something underneath my skin [Pre-Chorus] I follow fractals in the air Trusting something that isn’t there Every breath is a sharpened line Every second slips into my spine [Chorus] I’m not falling, I'm unfolding Something cold is holding My thoughts apart, my name apart I'm feeling it rewrite my heart And the light, oh god, the light! It bites too soft, it burns too bright I can’t tell where I begin Or if I’m still inside my skin [Verse 2] Now I wait for it when I’m alone Like a signal carved into bone Raindrops falling in my reborn eyes (Not mine...) Devil in disguise I chase the shimmer when it calls Watch it crawl along my walls And every return feels less like home More like a place I shouldn’t roam [Pre-Chorus 2] I trust the fracture more than air More than silence, more than prayer And something in me starts to lean Toward places I’ve never been [Chorus] I’m not falling, I'm refracted! Lightly extracted From every version I once knew Until I don’t know what is true And the light turns sharp, it learns my name It plays me like a folding flame And every step I try to take Just splits me further into shape [Bridge] I see myself in broken glass Each piece a “now,” each one a “past” And I can’t tell if I am here Or just the echo of a fear Ugh… ugh… It hums, it swells, it grows so thin Like something trying to crawl back in Through every thought I try to save Through every doorway in my brain [Breakdown] Not real Not real NOT REAL! Ahhn! It speaks in me, it speaks in me It bends my bones like melody I reach, I reach, I reach again For something I cannot comprehend [Final Chorus] I’m not falling, I’m erased! No fixed place Just shifting light and shaking name A body learning how to break And I don’t know what I became But it keeps whispering the same Soft electric, holy tone... (You were always on your own) [Outro]