Self-Destructive Playlist

[Intro] [Slow, heavy 808s] Another night, another track. Searching for the pain I lack… Or maybe just embrace it back. (Further…) [Verse 1] [Slight reverb on vocals] Headphones on, world fades out. Drowning in the sounds, no doubt. This familiar, aching route. (Can't escape it...) Headphones on, world fades out. Drowning in the sounds, no doubt. This familiar, aching route. (Can't escape it...) [Chorus] [Beat drops slightly - emphasis on sub-bass] WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF? PLAYING SONGS THAT TEAR ME DOWN. SPINNING ROUND, ON THIS CAROUSEL. LOST AND NEVER... (In the silence...) [Verse 2] [Tempo slightly increases - very subtle] Each lyric, a perfect sting. Reliving every broken thing. In this sorrow, I still cling. (Falling faster…) [Bridge] [Beat cuts out - only atmospheric synth pad] Is there comfort in the hurt? A strange, twisted, dark rebirth. Proving that I still feel…worth… (So alone...) [Chorus] [Beat returns - heavier than before] WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF!? PLAYING SONGS THAT TEAR ME DOWN! SPINNING ROUND, ON THIS CAROUSEL! LOST AND NEVER, EVER, FOUND... Is there comfort in the hurt? A strange, twisted, dark rebirth. Proving that I still feel…worth… (So alone...) [Outro] [Beat fades out slowly, leaving only distorted vocal hum] Another track… another scar… Fading out …who we are. [fades completely]