I'm all choked up, I can't hear my thoughts, Can't find the words, can't speak at all. I've got a fucked up brain, a mind gone wrong, I thought I was okay, but not for long. I hope you know, through it all, That none of this was your fault. Hey, little girl, I never imagined, You acted selfish, but something was missing. You craved the attention you never received, You gave all you had, but got nothing you need. Hey, little girl, they thought you were faking, But they never listened to the words you were saying. Hey, little girl, you're falling apart, Left there unheard with a fractured heart. I'm fighting for everything I've lost, Still paying the price, still counting the cost. I can't shake the feeling of what you've done to me, I hope one day you'll finally see. I hope you lie awake with the things you put me through, And feel the same regret I felt because of you. Hey, little girl, you'll never imagine, How many hid their intentions beneath false compassion. Hey, little girl, I know you're afraid, Please tell someone, don't let the silence remain. Hey, little girl, I know the world's cruel, But there's more to your life than the pain you've been through. Hey, little girl, you're falling apart, Still wearing a smile with a wounded heart. I've been in and out of therapy, Remember when I could hardly breathe? I stared at my reflection, asking myself, "Will they see me differently if I become someone else?" I thought if I grew, if I changed with the years, They'd see all the progress beneath all the tears. In and out of therapy, still unable to speak, Still searching for the answers I desperately seek. I can't face the mirror, don't know what to see, I don't have the answers to what's happening to me. Hey, little girl, you'll never believe, All the thoughts in your head that you can't seem to leave. You try to go numb, try to pretend you're fine, But the same old thoughts keep crossing your mind. You keep saying you're okay, though you don't know why, And you're tired of pretending, tired of the lie. Hey, little girl, can you tell me the truth? What happened to the girl who once thought she'd bloom?
