[Verse 1] I saw the river Cold and white Left my shoes on the bridge that night Your name buzzing on a cracked screen glow “I’m sorry Please don’t go” I heard the sirens in my head Every reason to be dead Then I saw your picture Crooked on my wall Pulled my body back from the fall [Chorus] I came back from the edge for you Crawled out of the dark you drew Thought your arms were the truth I knew But you were kissing him in our bedroom I rewound my last breath for you Gave my ghosts a second view Now I’m standing in the life I choose And the first thing I’m killing is you [Verse 2] You cried on the kitchen floor All shake Swore your heart was just a heartbreak mistake Blamed the wine Blamed the winter Blamed the pain Never once said my name I taste metal every time you lie That night clings like smoke to my eyes You say I’m lucky that I didn’t die Funny That was the happiest goodbye [Chorus] I came back from the edge for you Crawled out of the dark you drew Thought your arms were the truth I knew But you were kissing him in our bedroom I rewound my last breath for you Gave my ghosts a second view Now I’m standing in the life I choose And the first thing I’m killing is you [Bridge] Not my pulse Not my skin Not the boy who let you in Not my hope I’ll bury that In the river where I turned back [Chorus] I came back from the edge for you Crawled out of the dark you drew Thought your arms were the truth I knew But you were kissing him in our bedroom I rewound my last breath for you Gave my ghosts a second view Now I’m walking from the wreck I knew And the last thing I’m leaving is you
