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THE MASK

[Intro, close-mic British female vocal, almost bare, audible breath, sparse Rhodes] The answer waited on my lips Before I knew you’d ask How much to show How much to hold How close to let you get Not to deceive you Not to pretend I found the shape that let me enter Without letting everything in [Verse 1, restrained pulse enters, warm bass begins subtly] I learned the parts that made things easier The words that settled down the room When to carry When to soften When to disappear Some things opened doors for me Some things kept the peace Some things made the room feel safer So I kept what brought relief [Pre-Chorus, subtle layers gathering, vocal remains controlled] I didn’t feel it settling in It happened little by little Till I stopped reaching for the part And found it already there [Chorus, wider but restrained, layered future soul, no belting] I wore what worked I kept what stayed I learned what got me through the day Not because the rest was false Not because I meant to hide I got so good at being what worked I stopped asking what it cost Somewhere in the wearing I forgot I was wearing it [Post-Chorus, instrumentation reduces sharply] I forgot [Audible breath, brief silence] I was wearing it [Verse 2, warm rhythmic layers return, slightly greater density] Someone had to hold things steady So I learned to be the one And being needed felt like meaning Long before it felt like weight Sometimes what the moment needed Was a real and honest part of me So I used it Then I trusted it [Arrangement stops almost completely] Then it answered before I did [Instrumental breath, exposed three-note Human Signal motif] [Bridge, almost bare, close-mic vocal, long spaces, no dramatic build] If nobody needed this from me [Audible breath] Would I still choose it? [Silence] If this room asked nothing of me [Audible breath] What would remain? [Long pause] When did something I could be Become something I had to become? [Final Chorus, intimate and stripped back, do not rebuild to previous density] I wore what worked I kept what stayed I learned what got me through the day And maybe every part was mine Just never all of me I got so good at being what worked [Audible breath] I forgot there was a choice [Outro, Human Signal motif exposed, almost no accompaniment] What did I become good at being? [Audible breath] [Silence, no final resolving flourish]