Sunday Suicide Call

[Intro] “Hey, it’s me… I know it’s late. Just - If you get this, don’t worry. I’m fine. I think.” [Verse 1] Sunday sun bleeds through my blinds Everyone’s out I’m still inside Wrote a name I shouldn’t say On the back of my pills today The silence is loud in the kitchen sink Even the mirror avoids my blink I called out once. Then twice. But no one ever calls back twice [Pre-Chorus] I’m not asking you to save me Just maybe... remember I was here [Chorus] This is my Sunday suicide call Not to die just to fall Into someone who won’t fade Even if they never stayed It’s not goodbye It’s just the quietest scream I could make [Verse 2] The TV plays reruns of things I forgot My cigarette talks more than I’ve got I write “I’m okay” on a fogged-up glass But it fades too fast [Pre-Chorus] I’m not asking you to notice Just... don’t delete this yet [Chorus] This is my Sunday suicide call Not a threat just a wall Built from nights I never slept From love I never kept It’s not the end Just a voicemail I’ll never send [Outro] “Anyway… if you hear this, I guess I’m still here. That’s something, right?”