Stay up late I never sleep Constant pain I never eat Contemplate If I should leave Paranoid They follow me Heard a noise Maybe i should peek Try to stand Then I fall To my face Black out Lost in space Woke up later Had a bloody nose Head was spinning and it shows Lost my balance Couldn't feel my toes Door was open Thought I had it closed Kinda funny Kinda weird Head is pounding I cant hear Cant remember nothing But my Visions getting clear Walking through the doorway Stumble through the hallway Stopping for a second oh wait Now i know left the bathroom closed But i see a shadow and it's moving slow Wait a second think its wearing my clothes I start moving quicker Then i'm feeling sicker If they wanna rob me Then they're gonna have to pull the trigger Barging in i grab my liver Then I vomit and i quiver Looking up the air is thinner Standing up the room is dimmer No ones there Whered he go Know i saw a figure Look into the mirror And there is me Then i see a tear Falling to my feet Blood is dripping from my ear Hearing static turned the gear Am i going crazy Whys my vision hazy Blood is all i'm tasting Heart continues racing Think i need some medicine Shuffle through the bottles Looking through the towels Everything is empty I start hearing howls Hands are shaking Legs are aching Its not making any sense to me Stumble to the living room And what do i see Face down On the ground I can my see body I start feeling wobbly In my hands Are pills and henny Bottle broken But its empty Im unconscious And im messy Unresponsive Jesus help me I try yelling Someone save me But i got a feeling They cant hear me Looking at the pills I can see the problem Xanax and a dollar bill Laying out in columns Not a single drop of liquor on the ground But im feeling sicker and my head pounds Must have drank it quicker than i passed out I begin to freak out Ripping hair and teeth out Gripping air and scream out God please save me I can change I won't drink Lets exchange Let me think Ill say grace Help me breathe See my face? Skin is turning blue blood is staining though My new carpet Heart wont start and Death taking aim and I'm the target Hear my praise I swear ill bargain know im stupid But can you listen to my jargon Swear stop the scripts Swear ill stop the hits Put the blood back in my lips Fix the bones within my hips Here the sirens Closing in Door gets broken EMS starting running in Then in the background I can see my child And shes crying while 9 1 1 is on the phone See her shaking All alone Now i feel alive Now I really know That I got a problem
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