I was stabbed by my lover on separate occasion. I was surprised. But there was no pain. Her appearance is getting smaller. There was no even a common farewell from her. I could not understand why I could accept this kind of reason. Anyway I pull the knife out of my chest. A common cheap fruit knife. The wound was a hole. There is no bleeding. Just a slender hole. I tried stabbing the knife in the immediate vicinity. After all it does not hurt. As I expected. Only the slender hole became two. I stab it in my belly. Three slender holes. I could see the floor from my chest hole after stabbing in the buttocks. The hole seems to be connected. I got stabbed in my arms, legs, backs, heads as well. My body was full of holes. An empty body that does not contain anything. The wind blows through. Cold. Very cold. Even if I call my lover's name for so long as I stab it in my throat, it does not even make me voice.


