
mindfuck (Remastered)
[Intro]\n[palm-muted electric guitar, subtle synth pad]\n\n[Verse 1]\n[breathy male vocals]\nI memorized the way you say my name like it meant something\nNow it echoes in the wrong rooms, hits me like lightning [electronic glitch effect]\nI can list a hundred reasons I should never reach out\nBut logic is out the window, it's a total blackout\n\n[Pre-Chorus]\n[bass synth enters, drum build-up]\nYou were fire with no warning\nNow I'm standing in the smoke\nI keep choking on our memories\nBody burning with no hope\n\n[Chorus]\n[full band enters, distorted guitar chords]\nIt's a mindfuck missing you\nWhen you hurt me like you do\nEvery bruise turns into proof\nKeep ignoring it, I do\nYeah, I hate that it is true\nI got clarity and scars\nBut my heart's in withdrawal\nAnd I want to light it up 'cause I still want you\n\n[Verse 2]\n[drums drop to a simpler kick-snare pattern, clean guitar]\nYou were chaos dressed in charm, I was calling it devotion\nEvery red flag felt like fate when you blurred it in the motion (motion, motion)\nI was shrinking to survive you, calling silence keeping peace\nNow I'm louder in your absence, but the noise won't let me sleep\n\n[Pre-Chorus]\n[snare rolls, synth swell]\nYou were sweet until you weren't\nThat's the part I can't erase\nMy brain edits all the damage\nBut the good ones run in place\n\n[Chorus]\n[driving drums, heavy bass]\nIt's a mindfuck missing you\nWhen you hurt me like you do\nEvery bruise turns into proof\nKeep ignoring it, I do\nYeah, I hate that it is true\nI got clarity and scars\nBut my heart's in withdrawal\nAnd I want to light it up 'cause I still want you\n\n[Bridge]\n[half-time feel, acoustic guitar strumming]\nThey say time will make it honest\nBut it's playing tricks instead\n'Cause the worst of you is fading\nAnd the best won't leave my head\nIf I saw you would I run?\nOr be who I outgrew?\n'Cause healing doesn't mean I don't still crave you\n\n[Chorus]\n[full energy, layered vocals]\nIt's a mindfuck missing you\nKnowing everything you do\nStory wired something loose\nNow I'm split in two\nI know the truth\nYou were never what I need\nBut you're hidden in my bloodstream\nLike a habit I can't beat\nAnd I still want you\n\n[Outro]\n[drums drop out, soft synth pad]\nI don't miss you\nI miss the version that could stay\nAnd that's the cruelest part, it never was you anyway\n[final guitar ring out]

