Ayy, it's Ba-ba-Bando,Baby (Ba-ay-ay-be) yahyah I've been in my room, I've been popping shrooms Now I'm on the moon, trying to write it to a tune Told you how I feel, told you how I feel Do you even care? I swear this life ain't fair I apologize if I pushed you away I apologize if I caused you pain I apologize if it can't be the same Why can't it be the same? So I smoke another eighth to the face I've been living day by day, I don't want to feel this way. I can't stay sober if I'm going to get over what you put me through I can't stay sober if I'm going to get over how I feel about you I guess I can't stay sober if I'm going to get over not spending life with you I can't stay sober, I'm going to get over how I feel about u, u, u Break another Percocet, take another Percocet But this shit ain't working Two more of those, one more of these No matter what I do, I can't get your voice out of my head And that shit's killing me, me High as fuck, all alone in my room, overthinkin like I usually do. (Ba-ba-bando) I can't stay sober if I'm going to get over what you put me through I guess I can't stay sober if I'm going to get over how I feel about you I can't stay sober if I'm going to get over not spending life with you I can't stay sober, but I gotta find a way too get over you, why cant I get over u (Bando-oh-Ooh) Thinking about you, trying to get over not spending life with you When I told you how I feel, do you even care? When you told me that you loved me, this ain't fair I just wanna know why? Baby, I apologize if I pushed you away And I apologize if I caused you pain I apologize if it can't be the same Why can't it be the same? Smoke another jay to the face, something's got to fill this space Something's got to fill this space No matter what I do, I can't get your voice out of my brain And that's just killing me to know that you just don't give a fuck So I'm drowning your voices inside this cup You came into my life, when you left, you did nothing but fuck it up High as fuck, tired as fuck, in my room all alone getting high thinking about you Who's the one to blame? Baby, I wish I could change the way things played Baby, I know that you know that I'm still fucked up about you For whatever reason, I still can't accept that you can live without me How much more do you expect me to take? I'm not lying when I tell u, without you I'm not fine at all So I hold on, hoping and praying Maybe one day you'll realize that you were mine from the start All the years we spent together, within two years it fell apart I can't stay sober thinkin bout u Paralyzed about the moments, fucking you I can't just I can't just...I can't stay sober when I miss you Why you don't come back? Why can't we fix this? We barely speak anymore I'm probably the last person you want to hear from, but I just wanted to tell you I apologize Just checking on you I know you probably heard things like I might not be doing that well, which is true But I'll be okay one day, and I ain't gonna lie, lately I ain't been making the best decisions Listen, I'm sorry for how things went and how they played out. I can't stay sober if I'm going to get over how I feel about you I can't stay sober if I'm going to get over what you put me through I can't stay sober, I'm going to get over not spending life with you, you... Brandon, is (Ba-ba-Bando but only lonely) Tried to get over how I feel, but you let me go Kept it real, just about to finish that, didn't come out immediately Outside riding around trying to get my mind right while I'm getting high In the line of sight, police ride by I just threw my hand up like "hi" Kept on moving forward, fortunately the pigs ain't turn back around jus to come fuckin wit me. So I'm still free i guess at least physically, talking to the emptiness tryin to fill the void but before I do I press record to get another point of view, Expressing how I feel fo real be my therapy, sessions counting my blessings and stuff You feel? Ain't no coming back from the things that I did Forgive me Lord, forgive me Lord, I fucked my life up Heart attack, heart attack, Diary of a Heart Attack I'm all right with that, but I'm still lonely, still miss her, still want her Still wishin maybe one day' my baby will spin back around to revive our love again, I can't even lie I don't see the point in it I can't keep on living like this, that much I know, Sadness and Depression im left in and its takin a toll me... but the truth is how are my body and soul feel is out of our control for real so tellme lemme know what am I supposed to do? Cause i ain't gotta clue, I wish i knew. Ain't it crazy if you don't find a way to kill your feelings, then eventually they will kill you, That's why I can't stay sober if I'm going to get over how I feel about you, can't stay sober if I'm going to get over what I'm going through, I can't stay sober if I'm going to get over not spending my life with you.You. Mmmm-hmm-mmm (Ba-ba-bando, Baby, why U won't come save me? 2×)
