Dead and Berried

[Verse 1] I wanted to let you know what happened today Tight crowds hit me hard Like I was running for my life My body went survival mode My internal monitors crashed My legs gave out They had to carry me out [Pre-Chorus] And I’m back home now Shaking in my skin Wearing my favorite sweater Trying to breathe again You called it drama But you weren’t in my head [Chorus] I guess our love was temporary You were the one I was one of many I would have stayed till we are dead and berried But ohhhh not you I was weight to carry Holding you down while you held me steady I would have stayed till were dead and berried But ohhhh not you [Verse 2] You told me I was being dramatic Said it’s not a big deal You don’t know panic You don’t know what’s real Mixed signals in my face Wanting me, then someone else Comparing me to your ex While you roll your eyes yourself [Pre-Chorus] You lie to teachers To get out of things Then shame me for the crash That my body brings So I’m cutting off access Putting you on mute I don’t need your poison I don’t need the loop [Chorus] I guess our love was temporary You were the one I was one of many I would have stayed till we are dead and berried But ohhhh not you I was weight to carry Holding you down while you held me steady I would have stayed till were dead and berried But ohhhh not you [Bridge] I wish you would’ve cheated and smashed my heart to pieces I just wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving I wish you were a villain the psycho with no feelings So how am I supposed to? So how am I supposed to be mad when you did nothing wrong? Except lied to my face three times If you still wanna ignore me then fine [Chorus] I guess our love was temporary You were the one I was one of many I would have stayed till we are dead and berried But ohhhh not you I was weight to carry Holding you down while you held me steady I would have stayed till were dead and berried But ohhhh not you [Outro] I’m home I’m shaking I’m done You’re muted