
Baby Blue
Oh, baby blue skies Don’t mean I won’t cry I’m trapped inside All night and day My soul resides In a broken device I’m held against my will, I have to stay But if you look on the outside You’d say I have it all Yet I cry all night Asking God why What’s my purpose? Why did I survive? So, baby blue skies Simply don’t mean I am fine But I'll say it with a smile either way Underneath my grin Every room starts to spin I can’t ever get a break, I never win The pain I feel Within my heart is so damn real Survivor’s guilt I’ll take it to my grave Baby blue Baby blue, Oh So, baby blue skies Don’t mean that I’m fine I’m trapped inside all night and day My soul resides In a broken device I’m held against my will, I have to stay But if you look on the outside You’d think I have it all A good family A home surrounded by trees A car, a beating heart, and evergreens I still cry at night Because I’m not alright But that’ll never matter either way Up all night Begging God why Survivor’s guilt will always be to stay What’s my purpose? Why did I survive? What’s my purpose? Why did I survive? God damn those baby blue skies What’s my purpose? Why did I survive?

