おぼれそうになる丘の上(On the hill where I'm about to drown)

【MWMO】 今回のテーマは「もがき」から始まって「軸」に変化しました(笑)楽しんで貰えると幸いです(*'▽')✨✨ The theme this time started out as "resistance" and changed to "axis" (lol) I hope you enjoy it (*'▽')✨✨ ーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーー © 𝟮𝟬𝟮6 キューエル・ワイスマン(Ql・Y`sman) 𝗔𝗹𝗹 𝗥𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁𝘀 𝗥𝗲𝘀𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗲𝗱. ________________________ ⊛The English lyrics are below↓ I hope you enjoy it♬ 朝焼け前の遊歩道 人影だけが押し寄せる 磨かれた石畳　足音が 誰かの期待みたいに跳ねる 細く開いたスマホの窓 知らない顔がこぼれてく いいねの数で色が変わる 信号みたいな心臓 笑ってる　貼り付いた仮面 外したら　誰が残る？ 溺れそうになる丘の上 着飾った服が絡み付く あちこちに付けたキラキラ 光を失っていく 溺れそうになる丘の上 何かが足にしがみつく 見上げた水面はユラユラ アブクて揺れて 光ってる 流行り言葉で綴られた マニュアルめいた優しさ 「こうあるべき」に埋もれてく あくび混じりの孤独たち 誰かの成功談を 経路案内みたいになぞる 最短距離で行けるはずと 遠回りして消えてく 溺れそうになる丘の上 有機的な波に流され 平衡感覚フラフラ 現在地がわからない 溺れそうになる丘の上 答えの群れが問いを隠す 機雷と一緒にプカプカ 何がしたかっんだっけ？ 誰かと一緒じゃないと 不安なのに 誰かと違う 特別求めて 誰かにそれを認めてほしくて 誰かと誰かに挟まれ沈む 溺れそうになる丘の上 着飾った全て脱ぎ捨てて ありのままを認められたら 呼吸も少しは楽になる 溺れそうになる丘の上 自分の中の声を聞いて 浮き輪を枕に出来たなら 目の前に空が広がるから [English version] A promenade before the dawn. Only figures crowd in. Footsteps on polished cobblestones. Bouncing like someone's anticipation. A smartphone window slightly open. Unfamiliar faces spill out. A heart like a traffic light, changing color with the number of likes. A smiling mask stuck to my body. If I remove it, who will be left? On a hill where I'm about to drown. My fancy clothes entangle my body. The ornaments attached here and there, are losing their light. On a hill where I'm about to drown. Something is clinging to my feet and refusing to let go. Looking up, the water surface sways. Foam from its mouth sways, glowing. Written in trendy phrases. Kindness like a manual. Burned by "how things should be." Loneliness mixed with yawns. Someone else's success story. I trace it like a route guide. I think I can take the shortest route, but I take a detour and disappear. On a hilltop where I'm almost drowning. Carried away by organic waves. My sense of balance is shaky. I don't know where I am. On a hilltop where I'm almost drowning. A swarm of answers hides my questions. Floating with mines. What was it I wanted to do? I feel uneasy if I'm not in the same circle as others. Looking for something special and different. I want someone to acknowledge that. Sinking between two people. On a hilltop where I'm almost drowning. I strip off all my pretense. If I could accept myself as I am. Breathing would be a little easier. On a hilltop where I'm almost drowning. Listen to the voice inside you. If I could turn a life jacket into a pillow. Because the sky spreads out before your eyes.