Your service is killing me When I lost you overseas Only to come back Just to leave again But I live in your name now Until all my service leads to you She wakes with tears and a prayer Another birthday, but he’s not there A mother’s heart still fights the storm Holding on to love that’s heaven-worn He served with honor, gave it all Now she stands so he won’t fall She walks the earth with holy pain Until the day they meet again Until all my service leads to you I’ll carry the cross you left me to I’ll fight another day, I’ll sing another song Even when the nights feel too long Jesus holds the space between Where broken hearts and angels lean I live in your name, I rise in your truth Until all my service leads to you She smiles through the ache and grace Still sees his light in every place Friends and family fade and bend But her love for him will never end She’s not alone, though it feels that way She’s walking toward eternal day And every step, and every cry Is one more reason not to die He didn’t leave—he led He didn’t die—he rose ahead And though the silence screams so loud She wears his name like a shroud She’s not broken—she’s chosen She’s not done—she’s golden Until all my service leads to you I’ll carry the cross you left me to I’ll fight another day, I’ll sing another song Even when the nights feel too long Jesus holds the space between Where broken hearts and angels lean I live in your name, I rise in your truth Until all my service leads to you