[VERSE 1 — STEADY CONVERSATIONAL RAP] [SPARSE DRUM MACHINE] [ANALOG SYNTH BASS OSTINATO] [PREPARED PIANO TICKS] [SOFT FARFISA STABS] [INTIMATE VOCAL] It’s been a while, let me start by saying Really I was torn inside about it all Bitter when you left Since then it wasn't terrible Some good moments, times that were great Old friends reached out, new ones came in Found kindness in places I wasn't even looking [KALIMBA ARPEGGIO ENTERS] [PHASER GUITAR SWELLS] [BASS GROWS STRONGER] But it’s hard not to fall back again Where to know the road will end But I care about the people in my life More than I say or realize [DRUMS BUILD] [FARFISA STABS] [KALIMBA ARPEGGIOS] [PHASER GUITAR] So if you want to hear about it, I will stay, Or maybe just keep on... Walking [INSTRUMENTAL DROP] [DRUMS STOP] [BASS STOPS] [PIANO TICKS] [BRIDGE — AGGRESSIVE RAP] [HEAVY MOTORIK DRUM MACHINE] [PHASER GUITAR PULSE] [FAST KALIMBA] I wasn’t ready, I was filling a space Made the wrong choices, avoided my mistakes If I told you every impulse, every thought in my head Every fear, every word I left unsaid Would you even hang out? Or would you turn around, just leave instead? [FULL INSTRUMENTAL HIT] [SHORT BREAK] [VERSE 2 — FAST CONFIDENT RAP] [MOTORIK DRUM MACHINE] [ANALOG SYNTH BASS] [KALIMBA ARPEGGIOS] [PREPARED PIANO TICKS] [PHASER GUITAR] ’Cause I’m still figuring it out from here Even surrounded by no one But choosing not to make the same mistakes Trying not to run from myself [WARM SYNTH PAD ENTERS] Maybe that’s what growing is Not having all the answers Not knowing where the road will lead Still learning how I can even slooow things down [DRUMS FADE] [KALIMBA ECHO] [PHASER GUITAR SWELL] [BRIDGE — REFLECTIVE CONTROLLED RAP] [SPARSE DRUM MACHINE] [SOFT SYNTH BASS] [PREPARED PIANO TICKS] [DISTANT PHASER GUITAR] [MINIMAL KALIMBA] So if I pull away sometimes Don’t think I don’t care I’m just holding myself together Trying to sort through what’s all there [BASS RETURNS] [KALIMBA RETURNS] [DRUMS BUILD] [OUTRO — CONVERSATIONAL] [MOTORIK DRUM MACHINE] [ANALOG SYNTH BASS OSTINATO] [SOFT KALIMBA] [PHASER GUITAR] [SWUNG 16TH GROOVE] It’s been a while And I’m not who I was back then I may have fallen and lost myself But I didn't stay there I can’t rewrite the chapters Can’t change the things I’ve done I’m still learning how to love Still learning how to be Maybe that’s enough [INSTRUMENTAL LIFT] [KALIMBA RESPONSE] [PHASER GUITAR SWELL] [WARM SYNTH PAD] So if you're still here.. Let’s keep on.. talking [EXTENDED VAMP] [SPARSE MOTORIK DRUMS] [KALIMBA LOOP] [FARFISA ECHO] [PHASER GUITAR] [SPRING ECHO] [TAPE SATURATION] [GRADUAL INSTRUMENTAL FADE]
