I’m crashing out But isn’t that what happens when you reach the high you want, it only ever lasts so long That’s the problem with bandaids, they don’t ever heal the pain, just make you forget about it I think this is what breaking feels like I spent so much time up against the breaking point This isn’t hypothetical anymore And you can feel it, there’s a part of this where both of us finally gave in It doesn’t feel like it should, and I knew all along it never would, I kept hoping, crossing little lines, you’d read the writing on the wall, it’s not your fault, I went too far that night, it was a fleeting feeling, that left me questioning everything I didn’t say a word, but I think it made it worse, I think this is what breaking feels like I spent so much time up against the breaking point This isn’t hypothetical anymore And you can feel it, there’s a part of this where both of us finally gave in It doesn’t feel like it should, and I knew all along it never would, I knew it’d all never last that long, but I kept trying to hold on, i fell deep, for a made up reality I think this is what breaking feels like I spent so much time up against the breaking point to begin with This isn’t hypothetical anymore And you can feel it, there’s a part of this where both of us finally gave in It doesn’t feel like it should, and I knew all along it never would,