You Never Came

You don’t call me anymore You just say you’re busy I see you laughing with the world But you don’t make time for me You walked past everything I gave Like it was nothing at all My whole life spent, you cant give me one call? If Im so important to you Why do I feel erased? Yeah, I got flaws Yeah, I got loud But I never once walked out After I’m gone, you’ll feel this pain Every ignored text, every missed name When the world hits dirt And the crowd goes home You’ll finally understand What it means to be alone You’ll say you love me You’ll cry on cue But love shows up Why didn’t you? I was here, I was breathing but You just stopped believing I was sick, you didn’t know I was weak, you didn’t show You never asked if I was okay You never missed me enough to stay I waited for you You never came Now I’m just another fading name I told myself you’d come around But hope gets quiet without a sound After I’m gone, you’ll wish you tried You’ll replay the nights you let me cry You’ll stand there your hands shaking in regret Wishing you could undo what you chose to forget You’ll say you love me, Maybe you did But love isn’t words, It’s what you give They say Jesus forgives, I hope He does Because one day you’ll have to answer for us And He’ll ask you simple and plain Why you never came?! After I’m gone Don’t tell the crowd You were proud Don’t show my picture Don’t say my name If you couldn’t love me While I was in pain Don’t stand at my grave Acting brand new Don’t talk about loss Like you were true Don’t wear your sorrow Like something to prove When I needed your love You had nothing to do I was not perfect But I was there Through every storm Through every scare And all I wanted At the end of the day Was just one moment Where you chose to stay Now the house goes still And the silence spreads And there’s a thousand things You’ll wish you’d said But time don’t bend And dust don’t wait And sorry comes A little too late So if you hear this Before I’m gone Before this old heart Quits holding on Don’t bring flowers Don’t bring shame Just come sit with me And say my name You don’t call me anymore You just say you’re busy I see you laughing with the world While your ghost keeps missing me