[intro] [drumsticks tapping and guitar strumming fast] yeah bless this mess because i am a fucking trainwreck [verse 1] I used to have self-esteem issues Stemmed from shit that still makes sense Give me a cigarette and a tissue ’Cause this life is way too intense My last relationship was toxic My childhood? A fucking wreck Joined the army just for a paycheck I love getting drawn naked, I’ll have wild sex Now I’m lost and full of regret I got no boundaries, except a few But don’t talk shit if I know you ’Cause it cuts deep when it comes from you I thought life was simple, maybe kinda fair Now I just wanna break bottles and rip out my hair Give me a tissue and a cigarette Watch the smoke leave my breath… Yeah!!! [Chorus] [full band, screamed/sung loud] Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! [Verse 2] I got a tortoise shell wrapped around me Last twenty-four years been straight hell Hard to put that pain on a shelf I’m scared I’m going fucking crazy ’Cause I’m always depressed as hell Give me drugs and alcohol Just to make it all go numb Then the mask slips from the stress ’Cause everything is so goddamn dumb! Yeah, I’m reforming, trying to make it make sense But there’s no context, only pretense Good things come and they swing and miss [Chorus] Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! [Bridge / Breakdown] [slow down a bit, angrier, almost spoken-shouted] And yeah I hate it… I wanted shit to get better But Dawn dish soap only makes the water wetter I’m broken, ironic, chronically on Twitter Give me a glue stick so I can put myself back together![Final Chorus] [even louder, chaotic, maybe gang vocals] Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Tissue and a cigarette! Watch the smoke leave my breath! Yeah!!!
