HELP! Ft Aedth

why do i feel what it is i feel their saying give up i think im giving up why do i stand legs already wobble Shakey walk i hobble head rolling bobble just to sit back down like damn!!! whats the point whats the point wheres the point speaking up yell it out what you need I NEED HELP!! hello hello how you doing? hello hello my worst enemy hello hello how you doing? hello hello my damn curse PANIC ATTACK!!,,, holding my hand ANXIETY!!,,, clutching my back A D H D!!,,, scrambling my brain AWKWARDNESS!!,,, tangling my words PANIC ATTACK!!,,, holding my hand ANXIETY!!,,, clutching my back A D H D!!,,, scrambling my brain AWKWARDNESS!!,,, tangling my words damn..... [aedth] Is this real? Is this how I feel? Is it too late to save me... now... Where do I go? Who do I turn to? When everyone I know has turned their backs on me. I couldn't care less anymore! I tried to stand on my own two feet, I failed and failed! What's the point of going on!? What's the point of this grand delusion!? I sweat in my own deception, pistol clutched in my teeth. Do I pull the trigger? Can I be bigger? (just pull the trigger) Can somebody help me...? Hello, hello, how you doing? Hello, hello, my worst enemy. Hello, hello, how you doing? Hello, hello, my damn curse. PANIC ATTACK!!! — holding my hand! ANXIETY!!! — clutching my back! A-D-H-D!!! — scrambling my brain! AWKWARDNESS!!! — tangling my words! PANIC ATTACK!!! — holding my hand! ANXIETY!!! — clutching my back! A-D-H-D!!! — scrambling my brain! AWKWARDNESS!!! — tangling my words! (Is this real...?) (Where do I go...?) (Is it too late...?) (Can somebody help me...?) (can somebody help me...?)