(Verse 1) I feel the shifting of the air before the room goes cold I hold onto the heavy things that I was never meant to hold I care until it starts to bleed, I mend what I didn't break And I apologize for all the space I ever take I forgive before the hurt has even had a chance to fade And carry guilt for every storm that I could never have made (Chorus) And I overthink the silence, like it’s screaming out my name Losing sleep to memories, replaying every mistake Wondering if I said too much, or if I wasn't enough Trading pieces of my soul for a fragile kind of love And deep down in the quiet, where the shadows start to attack I fear I'll always love much harder than I'll ever be loved back (Verse 2) I look at faces in the crowd, watching for a sign Trying to read between the words, blurring every line I'm a ghost in my own past, standing on the edge Pouring out a river just to get a drop of love back I love the ones who walk away, who never once look behind Leaving me to sweep the dust of what they left to find (Chorus) And I overthink the silence, like it’s screaming out my name Losing sleep to memories, replaying every mistake Wondering if I said too much, or if I wasn't enough Trading pieces of my soul for a fragile kind of love And deep down in the quiet, where the shadows start to attack I fear I'll always love much harder than I'll ever be loved back (Bridge) Is it a curse to feel it all? To have a heart without a wall? To catch the rain for everyone, but have no one catch your fall? I’m tired of wondering if my presence is too loud Of shrinking down my spirit just to blend into the crowd (Guitar Solo / Instrumental Break) (Chorus) And I overthink the silence, like it’s screaming out my name Losing sleep to memories, replaying every mistake Wondering if I said too much, or if I wasn't enough Trading pieces of my soul for a fragile kind of love And deep down in the quiet, where the shadows start to attack I fear I'll always love much harder than I'll ever be loved back (Outro) Than I'll ever be loved back... Just a heart wide open in the dark. Wishing I didn't feel it all. But I feel it all.
