To the women I have loved and made love too If regrets could pave a road if regrets could carry you back to me then I would cry I would cry so many tears that they would clean the road clean the path for you to find your way back Maybe back to me if your heart would still recognize me after all the time gone all tears washed with the flows of time passed under the bridge of forgotten dreams Problem is You are not one You were more than that each unique from different parts of my life each mistake made doesnt make the next easier or less painful reality has an ironic way to taunt to show moments of clarity things that could have been just to twist that fateful dagger of ice one more turn in the heart If regrets could give new chances new beginings I would be stuck in the impossible choices of where to begin where to go why pick a certain path perhaps that is why I stay alone in a futile dream of someone to combine all of you to be all of you and yet someone unique someone new to release me to pull away the dagger of icy regret I keep aimed at my heart now and again It is against the odds that you would return to me but I am a sucker believing in the impossible fighting the impossible determined to succeed yet unknowing how to go ahead with new insights I wonder why do I think of you why do I miss you each in different ways yet I am truly sorry but cant regret my choices I wish I could but I cant deny beeing the one I am today and tomorrow The choices of yesterday took you away from me with that in my heart the best moments we had haunt my heart if if only regrets were magic perhaps some people wouldnt do anything else but regret and never get ahead in life so my regrets remind me my regrets tell me love was once mine once you were mine today only the memories are remaining sweeter perhaps than reality can ever be yet I am curious what would today have looked like If I had only made just one just one decision differently I wish I knew and Yet Better perhaps to not know Better to look forward with regret as a sentimental friend reminding me of mistakes made of love shared love gone So who knows what roads what paths my new choices will send me to see will someone of you be there to surprise me? or will there be someone new? if regrets were magic then Life would be impossible with this in my heart I still say am sorry but perhaps there is a reason however cruel or stupid I was am here today and tomorrow who knows...
