I'm So Hungry (I Forget To Eat)

I say yes but might mean no I talk a lot but still stay quiet I say nothing and yet I scream I run away but somehow stay right here I reach for more and close my hand I search for peace in shifting sand How far can I go? How much can I carry? How often can I burn until there's nothing left of me? I want to feel, I want to see but I don't know who I can be I drink but still feel thirsty I act as if I'm full but stay empty I may lie and still be honest I cry and laugh at myself inside I stand so strong but feel so small I dream of flight yet fear the fall How far can I go? How much can I carry? How often can I burn until there's nothing left of me? I want to feel, I want to see but I don’t know if I am free **My heart is hungry** **My heart is wide** **My heart is trembling** **with all I hide** **My heart is calling** **and longs to be known** **My heart is hungry** **My heart is wide** **My heart is trembling** **with all I hide** **My heart is calling** **and wants to come home** I scream for love but fear its grace I need the warmth but guard my space I hold the light and yet feel blind I want to trust, leave doubt behind I step ahead but hesitate I long for now, yet question fate I dance with fire and feel the glow I say “I can” but whisper “no” I open doors and still feel trapped I touch the sky and then collapse I rise again and breathe it in I fight the storm that lives within How far can I go? How much can I carry? How often can I burn until there's nothing left of me? I want to feel, I want to see but I don’t know what I believe **My heart is hungry** **My heart is wide** **My heart is trembling** **with all I hide** **My heart is calling** **and longs to be true** **My heart is hungry** **My heart is wide** **My heart is trembling** **with all I hide** **My heart is calling** **and reaches for you** I say yes but might mean no I talk a lot but still stay quiet I say nothing and yet I scream I run away but somehow stay right here I reach for more and close my hand I search for peace in shifting sand How far can I go? How much can I carry? How often can I burn until there's nothing left of me? I want to feel, I want to see but I don't know who I can be I drink but still feel thirsty I act as if I'm full but stay empty I may lie and still be honest I cry and laugh at myself inside I stand so strong but feel so small I dream of flight yet fear the fall How far can I go? How much can I carry? How often can I burn until there's nothing left of me? I want to feel, I want to see but I don’t know if I am free **My heart is hungry** **My heart is wide** **My heart is trembling** **with all I hide** **My heart is calling** **and longs to be known** **My heart is hungry **My heart is wide **My heart is trembling **with all I hide My heart is bleeding!!!!!