(DJ girl laugh) “Millz… you made this?” Yeah. [Intro] Yeah Uh I been sittin’ with my thoughts again Mm [Bridge] Feel like I’m here but I’m gone somehow World still spin but I slow it down Try to breathe when the noise get loud I don’t crash, I just float it out [Verse 1] I been driftin’ through days like I’m barely attached Body here but my mind somewhere further than that Conversations feel hollow, they talk but don’t hear Everybody got answers, nobody sincere I keep God in my thoughts even when He unclear Some nights I reach out, feel like nobody there If the sky ever fall, I won’t scream, I adapt I been numb long enough just to live with the fact That the calm don’t last and the pain come back So I ride through it quiet, don’t show no cracks If I say I’m okay, that’s a lie I relax in I don’t heal overnight, I just learn how to mask it [Bridge] I don’t say much, I let time talk I don’t rush love, I been burned off If I lose me, I’ll find me again If I fall down, I’ll land on ten [Hook] I been low for a while, gotta keep my head up If I feel it too much, I don’t say nothin’ I don’t trust how it look when it feel good Every high come down, yeah, I know it would I been holdin’ my breath, tryna stay above Too much goin’ on, not enough love If I fade for a minute, don’t panic I don’t quit, I just move through static [Bridge] Static in my head, still clear enough I don’t chase peace, I wait it out Heart been heavy but I still stand I don’t fold when I don’t understand [Verse 2] I been watchin’ the days blend into nights Same routine but my thoughts don’t lie I don’t hate life, I just feel tired Still push forward even when I feel sideways I seen smiles change when the tone switch Same ones gone when it get cold quick I don’t argue, I don’t explain I just let it hurt ‘til it don’t feel the same I don’t know what real, what fake anymore Everybody sellin’ somethin’, what you stand for? I keep my circle small, I don’t need applause If I’m quiet, it’s ‘cause I’m holdin’ it all [Bridge] I been learnin’ how to sit with pain Not everything gotta fade away Some scars stay just to remind me I survived shit that was tryna find me [Hook] I been low for a while, gotta keep my head up If I feel it too much, I don’t say nothin’ I don’t trust how it look when it feel good Every high come down, yeah, I know it would I been holdin’ my breath, tryna stay above Too much goin’ on, not enough love If I fade for a minute, don’t panic I don’t quit, I just move through static [Outro] If I disappear, I’m just regroupin’ Still here, still movin’ Same heart, new balance Yeah…
