[Verse 1] All my friends have left me, Now I’m feeling kinda lonely. I miss the old me, Or maybe just the energy. I’m older now, And I’m not proud, But I’m not ashamed — I’m singing out loud. Hoping someone’s gonna answer, But the silence kills the crowd. ⸻ [Hook / Chorus] I wish this wasn’t real, No one cares how I feel. God, I really wanna heal, Why can’t I feel? ⸻ [Verse 2] Something’s wrong with me, I can barely breathe. I smile with my teeth — It’s not even three, And I still can’t see Where I’m going. People say I’m a problem, But I know how to solve it. I wear their words like a noose, You love it when I’m your muse. I know I should save the news, But I let it spill before you. ⸻ [Bridge] Maybe heaven’s got a message waiting, Maybe I’m just tired of praying. I keep my pain behind a grin, Just to start the loop again. [Hook / Chorus] I wish this wasn’t real, No one cares how I feel. God, I really wanna heal, Why can’t I feel?
